Goodbye

As my eyes begin to tear

I turn to face my fears

I told you the end was near

And that i was soon to disappear.

As another tear sheds

More thoughts go through my head

I know you wish I was dead

And that my blood was shed

I have been strong

For so long

But, you were wrong

I just didn't belong

But, you were blind

You being so unkind

Is what triggered thoughs of suicide

To cross my sensitive mind

For heavens sake

Can you not see I am starting to break?

That every bone in my body shakes?

I just want to drown myself in a lake

All this time that went by

All I did was cry

I told you I was going to die

All I have left to say is goodbye

Feb - 11 - 2001